(Below are important awakenings for the Priestess of Astghik whose past memories have invoked real Ordeal from the past. As the energy increases throughout the Holy Words below both the Goddess Astghik and the Priestess speaks and both know that the work of the Priestess must continue this lifetime. It is if the Goddess needs the experience through the Priestess as much as the reverse is true. As for the Goddess and the Priestess speaking simultaneously how can I explain it properly? It is as if when the I is one with the all, the all is one with the I.)

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

(This is the unconscious memories of the Temple of Astghik stirring within the consciousness of the worshiper as the aspirant begins to manifest the ancient force. Note that in this Divine Song the reference to the Wind; and the Priestess/Goddess reaction to the Temple of Nar. We repeat our warning that the schools of thought that manifest from each God or Goddess do not always have the most pleasant reaction, at least on the lower planes.)
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
(A Priestess of Astghik, although accepting the formula of Ar and his Priests of War must accept other schools of thought manifesting from other Gods of our Temple in spite of the initial repulsion and apparent contradiction in schools of thought.)
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made (More emotional memories of the pain of division of the Goddess; banishes all memories until the Priestess appears again.)
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
(The memories of the Goddess for the Priestess of Astghik are continuing to stir; and the Goddess is Speaking simultaneously through the Priestess all through the spiritual experience of memories awakening.)
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby
(This is showing that the ancient memories of the Priestess are beginning to remember spiritual experiences. Note the reference to laws; and the problems the Priestess had to deal with as the Inquisition made it more and more difficult with its restrictions to come out into the open without torture or death.)
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
(The Priestess still speaking as the Goddess simutaneously is reaching a very important level in her memories where what was forgotten by the collective Us of the Temple is reaching the point of excitement; where the Priestess desire is one with the Work of the Temple.)
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
(This is the ancient memories of the relationship of the Priest & Priestess as Her excitement and self confidence is restored by the energy and an Ordeal is remembered from the past.)
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
(The memory of the Ordeal continues where a Priest from the distance past is remembered again.)
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, Baby, Baby
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we. . .

(Clearly the Priestess has awakened on a new plane of existence where her past memories will serve Her well in the Temple of Our Goddess, Astghik. Clearly, this spiritual experience means She is ready to manifest the next step. The Divine Song is such an important part of the complex overall school of thought of the Temple of Astghik that this Divine Song is given as an example so the truly serious can develop a higher state of purity in their development of spiritual insight with the ancient art of awakening of insight by Interpretation of such Song which develops a perception of this Temple where the Oracle of Astghik is understood, practiced and refined.